SLOW DOWN
SLOW DOWN
Does it ever feel like the crazy never stops? That you barely have time
to breath? I know that feeling ALL too well! This winter has been like a blur.
Generally winters at the Bowers Farm are much slower, or so Nate has told me,
but this year being commissioned to calve a hundred heifers seemed to consume
every waking moment. I thought that as the cows finished calving and eventually
left on May 1, that then things would begin to slow. They didn’t.
We jumped from that right into
irrigating season, gearing up for our first haying next month. Then we were
showing. Then we were branding. Then we were working the rein cow-horse show.
Then Nate and Amy left me in charge so they could take a much-needed vacation.
And, yes, that was a daunting task.
Know When You Need to Stop
I am a “do-aholic,” and by that I mean that I am very extroverted and
like being constantly active. I appreciate checklists a lot because they make
me feel accomplished about how much I’ve gotten done at the end of a day. Even
when I’m on vacation, it’s very hard for me to sit and be still. Generally, I
like to schedule every moment so I can fit in all the things that I want to see
or do while I am wherever I am visiting.
This side of me shows up regularly here at the farm. If it’s light out, I
want to be doing something. Whether I’m cleaning up, doing chores, or riding
horses, there is always something else to be done. For a week or so, it felt
like I was on the move constantly, especially concerning my horse Gabe. I was
riding him pretty vigorously almost every day. There were a few days where he
was loaded on a trailer at seven o’clock in the morning, and we didn’t return
from our work until 7 o’clock in the evening.
By the time that week was over,
Gabe was looking pretty beat. He had already started getting trim, but by the
time Friday rolled around he was beginning to look skinny. That was when I made
the decision to give him two weeks off to recover and gain back his weight. I
am so happy to say that I just started riding him again, and he’s looking and
feeling better than ever!
Be Observant
When life is moving at such a rapid pace, sometimes it’s easy to get
swept up in the current and overlook the little things. It is SO important to
make sure you slow down and take the time it takes to make sure you are
checking the details and following up.
The day after Amy returned from her vacation, she asked me to tack up her
horse Maverick for her to ride. I had him all ready to go and was bringing him
out to her when she looked at his feet and asked me if I had noticed that he
lost a shoe. I had even picked that hoof out and still overlooked it. At my
other job, they only shoe the front feet, so I didn’t think twice about it. In
my rush, I started moving on autopilot instead of being
present to see every detail.
There are a lot of times in life
that speed is your ally. Sometimes when working cows, one quick move is a
million times better than a bunch of slow steps. On the flipside, however, is
remembering that there are many times that being slow is much more effective.
While starting and restarting horses, Nate has said to me numerous times, “When
you feel like you should go fast, slow down.” There are moments while training,
such as when you’re going to put a halter on, or put a rope over a horse, or
throw a saddle over its back, that you need to take a deep breath and make sure
you aren’t rushing.
Moments that You Remember
My greatest strength and deepest weakness is that I am married to a truly
introverted man. Not to brag, but he is the greatest husband a girl could ask
for. However, for someone who likes to be constantly moving, being married to
him has taught me how to set aside anything that isn’t important when he gets
home and create space to just be with him. He is so supportive of me, both
financially and emotionally, and I have to honor that by choosing to be there
for him when he needs the time to decompress with me at the end of each day.
While it can be difficult to set aside the tasks running through my brain
so that I can fully be present with him, it is so rewarding. My favorite times
of day are the early morning and late evening, when the light floods over the
land like a golden wave. Some of my best memories of late have been sitting
with my husband in either the new or dying light of the day, cup of coffee or
bowl of ice cream in hand, simply enjoying the beautiful details of the
incredibly created world that surrounds us.
I’ve had the pleasure of reading
Ann Voskamp’s “The Way of Abundance” lately, and it has blessed me immensely.
She writes in it a quote from Gabriel Garcia Marquez, “What matters in life is
not what happens to you, but what you remember and how you remember it.” This
was such an important reminder to me. It isn’t the things that I fill my day
with that make it worthwhile, but the memories I am making with those that I
love. The worthwhile-ness is found in the watching of sunrises and sunsets with
my hubby’s hand in mine.
Final Thoughts
There is such a beautiful balance that surrounds us. That is why I try my
best to always be a “middle-of-the-road-ist.” There are seasons and times for
everything. Sometimes it's so important to apply
yourself and go at life with vigor and speed, but it is imperative to
remember that there are also seasons and times for finding rest. I needed Gabe to
be my partner for those couple of weeks while we were extra busy, but these
past weeks were his time to just be a horse. The balance is important.
I am a huge supporter of “Sabbath
keeping.” For me, this manifests itself with not working on Saturdays, which I
honor as my day of rest as part of my religion. However, I have seen and heard
of many people who choose to rest similarly on other days or at other times who
have received so many of the same benefits. As humans, we aren’t designed to
work twenty-four seven. We need rest. Give yourself the grace to know it is
okay to slow down.
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